unbearable lightness.

unbearable lightness. http://via1218.multiply.com/ Pigilin Mo Akong Mangarap, Mahal ni Amor M. Datinguinoo Pigilan mo akong mangarap, Pagkat ang pag-ibig natin ay hindi sine ni Sharon Cuneta. Gupitin mo ang pakpak Ng aking balintataw, Pagkat ang pag-ibig natin ay walang siguradong "And they lived happily ever after" Sa ending. Ikadena mo ang paglilimayon Ng aking guniguni, Pagkat ang pag-ibig natin ay hindi nabibiyayaan ng katiyakan Ng paglubog at pagsikat ng araw. Sa halip: Turuan mo akong ituring Na dream come true Ang bawat araw na kapiling kita. Sabihin mo sa aking Langit na sa lupa Ang nasa tabi kita ngayon ang nahahawakan ko ang kamay mo ang nakakasabay kita sa pagkain ang nakakasandig ako sa iyong mga balikat ang nakakaagapay kita sa pag-aaral ng lipunan at buhay ang naririnig ko ang boses mo ang nakakaambos ako sa iyong mga iniisip ang nahahagkan ko ang pagbuka ng iyong mga labing humahabi ng mga pangarap na wala tayong karapatang angkinin (ngunit walang pakundangan mo pa ring pinapangahasan!) sapagkat Sinta, Ikaw at ako ay may kahati sa ating love affair: Ang kapwa mababangis na Rebolusyon Sa loob at labas Ng ikaw at ako. Kaya’t pigilan mo akong mangarap, Mahal. Sapagkat hindi natin tiyak Kung bukas, Tutubuan pa ng bigote ang buwan. [Philippine Collegian 1988 Literary Folio] Fri, 28 Nov 2008 05:29:27 -0000 Fri, 17 Oct 2008 11:48:00 -0000 unbearable lightness. http://images.via1218.multiply.com/logo http://via1218.multiply.com/ 100 100 advanced happiness... Happy... Happy to know that people come across our lives because we need them in one way or another... Happy to meet someone from the past- a name I only know five years ago... Happy to be reunited with old dreams... Happy to  comfort a classmate and jokingly say Move on when she started to feel the hollow feeling without him, when in fact I was the one bearing the heaviest steps away... Happy to be blogging tonight because he reaffirmed my (much-celebrated) opinions about expressing/socializing to keep our sanity... Happy to feel so empty because of what I've given but so full of what I've taken in... Happy because tomorrow he will be celebrating his birthday... Happy to witness a true person... A real man inspite of everything... Happy that from earlier this afternoon, all these things will be locked in my memory... Happy...still.   We be of one blood, you and I... -Rudyard Kipling   <a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/pTpqFvE/music/4ApC3eQd/the_drugs_dont_work_the_verve/">The Verve - The Drugs Dont Work</a> http://via1218.multiply.com/journal/item/27/advanced_happiness... Fri, 17 Oct 2008 11:48:00 -0000 g6 ulit http://via1218.multiply.com/photos/album/9/g6_ulit Sun, 17 Aug 2008 15:26:49 -0000 spcm1 class mga kuha ni chino. http://via1218.multiply.com/photos/album/8/spcm1_class Sun, 17 Aug 2008 15:08:40 -0000 The God of Small Things Nabasa ko na yung filipino translation nito... Pero need din basahin para sa Hum1. Weeh... http://via1218.multiply.com/reviews/item/5 Sat, 19 Jul 2008 13:24:40 -0000 zzz... cien, bakit ang hilig mong mang-picture ng http://via1218.multiply.com/photos/album/7/zzz... Sat, 19 Jul 2008 13:14:09 -0000 g6 http://via1218.multiply.com/photos/album/6/g6 Sat, 19 Jul 2008 00:24:15 -0000 hodge podge Waah... Sa dami naman ng mga dapat ko pang gawin eh nakukuha ko pang mag-blog consistently. Obligasyon ko sa sarili yan bago magpasukan, pero baka maudlot na dahil ang dami ko talagang ginagawa ngayon. Eh 18 units lang naman ako na may isang lab plus 2 pe at nstp. Underload pa nga ako, dapat 21 units kami ngayon. (Paslang ako sa adviser ko.) ***Unique. Ibig sabihin daw nun ay unique ako sabi ng instructor ko sa stat lab. Hay naku, nagsimula yun sa pulse rate. Mahigit 40 beats per minute lang daw ako sabi ni groupmate no.1 after two trials. At dahil nagpapatawa yung isang group, more than 70 beats per minute naman sabi ni groupmate no. 2... ??? Second ang body temp. Aba, 36.0 deg-C lang ako, hehehe. Ang normal kasi yata ay around 37.0 deg-C... Marunong naman akong magbasa ng thermometer. Akala ko nga mas mataas pa yung makukuha ko sa normal eh, ang init kasi nun. Eun, tinutukso na ko ng mga groupmates ko na pang-patay daw yun. Rawr. Lastly, ang waist to hip ratio. 16:1 ang ratio ng within and ou... http://via1218.multiply.com/journal/item/21/hodge_podge Sun, 6 Jul 2008 16:14:00 -0000 TAGGED TAGGED BY gee :) Rule #1: There are no rules when it comes to freedom of speech. The franker, the better. Rule #2: Each blogger must repost this entire entry with the names of the people he/she is tagging, attached at the end of this pop quiz. Rule #3: The blogger must visit the page of each person who he/she has tagged and must give a link directing the person to his/her pop quiz. Part 1: Complete the sentence 1. My favorite subjects are, GEs, bio, and chem. 2. If I were a teacher, I'd teach bio lab =). 3. The subject that I don't get is math =(. 4. Of all my accomplishments, I am proudest of is, I've learned the limits of human wisdom (Thanks to my wonderful instructor...). 5. Five years from now, I would like to receive my passport- to study outside the country. 6. If I could live another life, I'd still be... 7. I was once mistaken for a University Scholar ;p. 8. The best thing(s) I ever got for free were love from family plus friends and grace from God. 9. ... http://via1218.multiply.com/journal/item/19/TAGGED Mon, 30 Jun 2008 15:26:00 -0000 As A Man Thinketh This little volume (the result of meditation and experience) is not intended as an exhaustive treatise on the much-written upon subject of the power of thought. It is suggestive rather than explanatory, its object being to stimulate men and women to the discovery and perception of the truth that - "They themselves are makers of themselves" by virtue of the thoughts which they choose and encourage; that mind is the master weaver, both of the inner garment of character and the outer garment of circumstance, and that, as they may have hitherto woven in ignorance and pain they may now weave in enlightenment and happiness. http://via1218.multiply.com/reviews/item/4 Fri, 30 May 2008 19:38:42 -0000 the college cycle every new semester:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wkgAoKCmcAABMZSUY1/new%20sem.gif?et=%2CCinQjJEa9rvQSMpA%2B5xdg&nmid=" border="0">after first week:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wk7QoKCmcAABgSgFQ1/AFTER%201ST%20WEEK.gif?et=lAQF4Xgira6mO724CKe7ww&nmid=" border="0">after second week:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wlSAoKCmcAACnfZII1/AFTER%202ND%20WEEK.gif?et=GuRmlBCKBwVBBFsqe7ec0g&nmid=" border="0">before midterms:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wlYwoKCmcAACUnPsQ1/BEFORE%20THE%20MID.gif?et=D076AYI8E0ZcGthtpf0C0A&nmid=" border="0">during midterms:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wloAoKCmcAACs-hjk1/DURING%20THE%20MID.gif?et=loj1UUDr8zEecOe%2B7UwTSQ&nmid=" border="0">after midterms:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wlxAoKCmcAACrtf181/AFTER%20THE%20MID.gif?et=RWAFxBS6HutWQHJXXk8TXw&nmid=" border="0">before finals:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wmFAoKCmcAADLaQTU1/BEFORE%20THE%20FINAL.gif?et=93GOX6%2BVDSBVhrZJ9nlKqg&nmid=" border="0">after knowing schedule of final exams:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wmMAoKCmcAAD5hj681/FINAL%20EXAM%20SCHEDULE.gif?et=xj4BKC9zIcAM1UNtUsC%2B5Q&nmid=" border="0">7 days before a final exam:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wmRwoKCmcAADQAaVM1/7%20DAYS.gif?et=wohEegrTWinoZppZjZysFQ&nmid=" border="0">6 days before a final exam:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-woEwoKCmcAAFW-4t81/6%20DAYS.gif?et=1przPSOpRSLJtvzR%2BLDNXw&nmid=" border="0">5 days before a final exam:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wn7woKCmcAAF8iCqs1/5%20DAYS.gif?et=riGoIv7%2C%2BT2RHiCUEEm0MA&nmid=" border="0">4 days before a final exam:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wnwgoKCmcAAFLL2981/4%20DAYS.gif?et=2kFXA7SqG2kIahcohrvY2w&nmid=" border="0">3 days before a final exam:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wnogoKCmcAAFag8tw1/3%20DAYS.gif?et=nxrzB86NEk95nzTIZaobNA&nmid=" border="0">2 days before a final exam:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wnfQoKCmcAAEkxv@41/2%20DAYS.gif?et=o8taz5wuLI7qfDqgibSoSw&nmid=" border="0">1 day before a final exam:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wnWwoKCmcAAFLL27Y1/1%20DAY.gif?et=7oiMwOvJLwlKonLJLugPlw&nmid=" border="0">night before a final exam:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wnLAoKCmcAAEZ@75k1/THE%20NIGHT.gif?et=po6t33EBGd7HBv7IZthT4A&nmid=" border="0">1 hour before a final exam:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wnAAoKCmcAAErhxsI1/1%20HOUR.gif?et=%2BIZfp4UfcMBlYLGhm7VldQ&nmid=" border="0">during a final exam:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wmzwoKCmcAADsBhr01/DURING%20THE%20FINAL.gif?et=f%2CqC%2B1hnK3Bx0VlHFYgmIA&nmid=" border="0">after walking out of the examination hall:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wmngoKCmcAAD5jkfU1/WALK%20OUT.gif?et=ehQY3AvOIggWjbHUtTaedg&nmid=" border="0">after the final exams, during the holiday:<img class="alignmiddleb" style="CLEAR: both;DISPLAY: block;MARGIN-BOTTOM: 10px;MARGIN-LEFT: auto;MARGIN-RIGHT: auto;TEXT-ALIGN: center;" src="http://images.kuraikakeru.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-wmcgoKCmcAAD-51441/AFTER%20FINAL.gif?et=rrSJooxMalJ0zncKHq9GrQ&nmid=" border="0"> http://via1218.multiply.com/journal/item/14/the_college_cycle Sat, 19 Apr 2008 10:33:06 -0000 daddy longlegs After the consecutive weeks of crying... in my mother's lap (without her knowing), infront of the computer (without it feeling), sa harap ni Pepay, sa harap ni Ciena, sa harap ni Abi recently, at kung saan-saan pa... now I'm over with my "Daddy Longlegs".<img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/unlove.png"> It's so sad... I've always felt so small beside him. He never expressed interest directly (the classic girl story- assuming the love of a boy). I have hurted him several times without him knowing the real reasons. I doubted my beliefs ( the "Is it all in my mind?"). I don't know how to put this story to words. I don't know how friends will react to this. He left me hanging. I'm expected to act as if everything's okay. What's worse is that unconsciously, pinapamukha sakin nung iba kung ano yung namiss ko. Which naiintindihan ko naman because they don't know the story. Parang sampal lang yun. Worst is, bakit after some time, kailangan niya pang lumapit as if wala lang? Siya ang nang-iwan sa ere. And I'm still hurting. Bakit dahil ba mabilis siyang... http://via1218.multiply.com/journal/item/12/daddy_longlegs Sun, 30 Mar 2008 13:58:00 -0000 studio shots fight the tears with a smile http://via1218.multiply.com/photos/album/3/studio_shots Tue, 6 Nov 2007 04:30:04 -0000 birthday niya debut ni alanine! wala si phenyl sa party... http://via1218.multiply.com/photos/album/2/birthday_niya Tue, 6 Nov 2007 04:19:30 -0000 ACD/Free Stuff: ChemSketch 10.0 Freeware sinabi 'to samin ni Sir Kristian...^^ use this kapag gagawa kayo ng mga chemical structures sa http://via1218.multiply.com/links/item/4/ACDFree_Stuff_ChemSketch_10.0_Freeware Wed, 31 Oct 2007 03:35:04 -0000 Peyups : Where Bright Minds Meet maraming mga write-ups, forums, etc... wide range of http://via1218.multiply.com/links/item/2/Peyups_Where_Bright_Minds_Meet Tue, 30 Oct 2007 10:39:01 -0000